Mommy upgraded my blog today so now she can upload photos again! She has been keeping notes of all my angel signs to share with everyone. She is getting ready to take my forever glass pumpkin back to my memorial and bring my new holiday wreath!
Mommy always tells us we can’t go around looking scruffy like we don’t have a home so she likes to make sure my memorial looks the same way. Mommy was going to get my brothers forever glass pumpkins instead of the real ones and daddy said he didn’t think they would like forever glass pumpkins so mommy got our real ones and decorated them last night… but she’s still getting Jasper and Cap forever pumpkins too – mommy spoils us.
So much has been going on and mommy needs to update my blog to get more storage space since she LOVES posting tons of photos. She’s going to give you LOTS of updates about all that I have been up to from the Rainbow Bridge as soon as school is out for the summer… and guess what?! I helped mommy get an awesome new job as a professor (it’s her dream job)! Her and daddy spent so much money to help me and I wanted to make sure mommy, daddy and my brothers have everything they need. Mommy’s new job means she is off in the summers to be with my brothers and no more worries about finances!
So I thought I’d just let you know about my latest angel sign. Last night mommy was watching a vet show and the doggy on the show also had bone cancer and had to have his leg amputated and then it wasn’t long before he was at the Rainbow Bridge with me. Because of the show Mommy was really thinking about me more than usual (which is already almost every minute of the day) when she woke up today. She decided to sleep in a little and then headed to work.
Since she was missing me she played our special song from my boatride the night before I crossed over. While she was playing the song on her phone in the car today she thought to herself (or more like I made the thought pop into mommy’s head lol) what if she turned on the radio and our song was playing at that same moment (I’ve only made the song play twice since I crossed and I always do it when she has changed her schedule and wouldn’t normally be in the car listening to the radio so that she knows FOR SURE that it’s me (I’m a smart boy and I know my mommy).
So anyhow, mommy is thinking, “I wonder if I turn up the radio if me and Zuzu’s song is playing. Then I’d know he is with me because he’s only made it play twice.”
So mommy turns her phone down and turns up the radio… common you should know the rest by now if you’ve been reading my blog… OF COURSE I had the song playing at the EXACT SAME TIME, so as soon as mommy turned her phone down the radio picked up playing the song at the exact same spot. Mommy was in shock, she had to check that it was actually the radio playing and not her phone still. She burst into tears because it let her know that I was with her at the exact moment- as soon as she played the song on her phone, I made it play on the radio.
I was there in that car. Mommy forget’s sometimes that I can go EVERYWHERE now. I keep telling her that I’m ALWAYS with her. I hear her talk to me everyday and I know that more than anything she just wants to hug me and smoosh my big face and give me kisses so I had to come through SUPER powerful for mommy today so she wouldn’t have any doubt at all.
Ps. Don’t tell mommy, but by the time she updates my blog again… she will have another angel story- I’ll never stop finding ways to come through. Mommy’s friend told her that she was my guardian angel on earth and now I’m hers. That’s exactly right. Love you mommy! XOXO
So much has happened since my mommy last posted! I was in another article! I’m so glad that everyone gets to know how special my mommy and my relationship is. Mommy always says I’m a soulmate. We just love each other so much. Even though we can’t hug each other on earth I still come in her dreams so she can hug me again. She loves when that happens.
The thing I ❤️ most about mommy is that she is still helping other shelter pups. I saw that there was this boy named Kublai who was really scared like me and he’d also been returned by an adopter and just was having a tough time. Well as soon as mommy met him she could see he was just terrified as it was Clear the Shelters and there were lots of people. He hid in the back of his kennel so mommy got him a teddy bear and blankets and sat with him and talked to him, gave him kisses and snuggled him until he stopped shaking. She showed families how sweet he was (I totally set this up from beyond 😉).
Then when mommy saw his shelter info card she spotted the identical tweety bird that was in my info card photo and knew that I was trying to get a message to her. At first she thought I might have been telling her to adopt him, but I know that mommy and daddy can’t do that right now financially and my brothers are still adjusting to me being at the rainbow bridge.
So she made it her mission to get him the family he deserves. Mommy took lots of photos and videos and shared him on her rescue Facebook page: adropinthedogbowl.
And then one of the families mommy had introduced him to found her rescue page and told her they had adopted him! They had recently lost their own pup Blaze who looked IDENTICAL to him (Blaze also helped with this adoption- he wanted his family to be happy and for Kublai to have his spot and all the love he had). Mommy told them all about me and how I had led her to help him. She asked them if they had given Kublai a new name… boy was she shocked when she got the response-lol. I wanted to make sure mommy knew it was me. They named him Jasper. Jasper is my big brother’s name who made mommy fall in love with dogs and get into rescue.
I wanted to honor my big brother because without him I wouldn’t have had such a great family. Mommy told Kublai/Jasper’s mom she couldn’t believe it and explained that my brother is Jasper. His mommy said that no one else wanted to rename him but she did. She looked up 5 names and the name Jasper just kept coming to her (hmm wonder how that happened lol). She also couldn’t believe it! Who says we are gone- we are never gone- we are always around 😇 I’m giving mommy spirit chills right now as she writes- her sign that something is real/true. And just to top it off Kublai/Jasper’s mom mentioned that he likes to hug. My mom almost dropped her phone when she read that. She had wondered if he hugged like me- something that is not necessarily something all big dogs do 😉- YUP mommy it’s me- I knew that nobody but me knew you were wondering about that. Xoxoxo
So um, a lot has happened since mommy last blogged. My daddy came home from working all summer and my brothers were sooo happy to have the family together! Daddy didn’t see it, but when he came home I ran down the hallway, spun in a circle and jumped up and hugged him- angels can still do these things you know. The day before daddy came home mommy and Jasper went to my memorial because my permanent memorial stone arrived. They went with one of mommy’s friends- Natasha. She is really nice and she saw me on my last earth day and gave me pets. They cleaned all around my memorial and Jasper laid with me in it- he really seems to like visiting me there (I’m with him everywhere, but he remembers seeing me again for the last time there). Captain doesn’t really seem to find it as peaceful to go, so mommy let him stay home.
Mommy bought my brothers identical super hero capes like mine and her friend Virgil who took all the nice photos of me did a memorial photo shoot with my brothers at a mansion. The photos are really beautiful. They sure love me A LOT! I was right there with them when they were taking the photos and they are Zuzu approved. Mommy’s friend Sonya had to come help because my brother Captain is pretty wild. They had long leashes on my brothers that were photoshopped out and mommy thought there was NO WAY they got the shot, but they did!
For my one month angel anniversary mommy took Cap on the same cruise we went on the day before I became an angel. He wore the super hero cape there too and he went right over to the same spot I sat when I rode the boat! Cap really liked it and everyone loved him just like they loved me! I was happy he got to share the experience. Mommy took Jasper to see my favorite baker and go for a hike at the park earlier that day- I’m so happy my brothers are getting lots of mommy time.
And you are never going to believe this! An article was written about me and people from all over the world have read it and commented! Mommy says it’s important to keep sharing my story- to let people know that adult dogs, shelter pups, tripawds, doggies with cancer… all deserve lots and lots of love and we will love you lots and lots in return.
Well more to come soon, mommy has been having kind of a hard time lately- she gets sad a lot and tries not to cry- but I see her let some tears slip down her cheek every once in awhile and hold my teddy bear or sit on my bed- she talks to me and I’m right there; I hear every word. Mommy, I’m ALWAYS right there- I won’t leave you- never ever ever. You don’t have to be strong all the time, but try not to stay sad for too long. I like seeing you laugh and play with my brothers and tell silly stories about me. I love you mommy! XOXO Zubear.